Tomorrow is always a new day.

Today was much better! Minus my completely embarrassing moment when I mooned our Art Director by accident. I am still blushing in embarrassment.

But the good news is today I woke up feeling horrible, fat, bloated, yucky, sick. It was a huge wake up call that I can't eat shitty food anymore. I really felt the toll bad food takes on my body. Today I just wanted to pump my body with veggies so I can't start to feel skinny and healthy again.

Tomorrow is going to be the big challenge. We have a fashion show in Miami tomorrow night to kick off the South Beach Food & Wine Festival and it is going to be very tempting to drink and eat. My plan is to bring a protein bar in case there is nothing I can eat and drink lots of club soda.

I HAVE to reach my goal of being under 140 one week from today. I had a slip-up but I am back and ready to kick butt!

The last time I saw my Aunt & Uncle alive, they told me they were proud of me for how far I had come in my weight loss. My goal is to stop crying over them but honor them by reaching my goal so they can be proud of me again. The painting above was made by my cousin's and her friends the night before the funeral. This image is my inspiration and reminder to keep living and for me to really live I need to get healthy.