Me... :( My face is SO round! And I refuse to wear sleeveless right now...
Thank you Fat Bastard for finally showing the world how I feel. I have been battling my weight for years now and it is completely tied to my emotions. When I am sad I eat and then I am sad cause I am eating. It is a horrible vicious cycle.
Last night a HUGE package of clothes arrived from Boston Proper and not even kidding but only 3 items fit! EVERYTHING was too tight or worse made me look 9 months pregnant. At that point I realized it wasn't the clothes fault but my own. I had gained back the 40 lbs I had worked so hard to kick off last year... and in under a year. SO AWFUL!
While crying myself to sleep, I decided enough was enough. I want to look and feel great in my clothes. I want my boyfriend to love my body. I want to have energy to workout again. I want to be confident. I want to be happy!
Today is the day! I went to the diet doctor this morning, threw down my money, got a B12 shot in the butt, and headed to work.
MY INSPIRATION: This is me at my skinniest last year. My goal is to be 10 lbs under this...
YOU CAN DO IT MARGOT!!! We'll hold each other accountable! You should post this picture on your mirror at home and somewhere at work to keep you motivated. Love you and let me know what I can do to help keep you accountable!
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Woohoo! Good job girl, its huge to take the first step and begin making efforts to get to a healthy weight, but the real challenge is to reteach yourself that the kitchen is not your therapist. Find a healthy way to deal with your stress.
ReplyDelete"if hunger is not the problem, than eating is not the solution"